Trying not to stress

But I have nothing to cling to when the worry creeps in. The four weeks between each doctor's appointment feel endless. I am already yearning for the next one so I can hear my baby's heart beat and know that it (really hate using this word as a pronoun. Ready to trade it out with either a 'he' or a 'she'.) is alright. That's all I have to go on right now. I'm so anxious for the day that I can feel my baby move and kick inside of me so I can have reminders that all is well and it is safe.